Hey all. Diving right back in. Life is life-ing right now and it is a struggle. So, after I met with her we kind of kept in touch. She did call me one day at work and tell me that he reached out to her. He was attempting to make ammends with her. Well, he succeeded. As in the last post it states it didn’t take long. TBH, he probably bought her a bag or paid a bill or something expensive.
Meanwhile, he told me that he wanted to make things work with me and that nothing was going on between them. That her friend was being spiteful and trying to cause drama. Mind you, when we met up her and I discussed everything. She knew what me and him were and we showed proof of what he was to each one of us to each other. I attempted to make things work with him because we had so many years together, and TBH, when in the heck was I gonna do? Like where was I gonna live, where are the dogs living, like huh, what? So many questions that I hadn’t planned answers for. We were out at lunch one weekend and he was texting. I could tell in the reflection of his glasses. He lied and said he was checking emails. It was a text. Clear as day in the reflection.
So, I did what any good detective would do and checked the phone records. They were constantly texting and calling each other. I created a group chat with all of us and told her that she could keep him for awhile because they obviously couldn’t stand to be apart. He got all pissy, packed a bag and left.
There was a switch that flipped in my head after that. I didn’t care. I wished no harm, but I genuinely did not care for that man anymore. He continued to lie to me and watch me have repeated anxiety and crying attacks and still messed with her. Bottom line, he didn’t love me.
Now, I need to start figuring out what the next step in life was.
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